Raindrops (Cry Out to God)

They say that into every life
a little rain must fall.
Without its big, wet, frequent drops
you wouldn’t grow at all.
While I would guess that this is true,
what can a person do?
When all those drops cause you to drown
within a sea of blue.
Well, I suppose you have a choice
when all those raindrops fall.
Do nothing as you sink and drown,
or turn to God and call.

There is a story of a man
who walked upon a wave.
When he began to sink and drown,
he asked the Lord to save.
And Jesus reached right down to him,
and pulled him from the sea.
And set him in a steady boat
where he would be quite free.

So when you are about to drown,
and sinking in despair.
Cry out to God to lift you up,
and save you by His care.
Then He will come and rescue you,
to lift you from your sea.
And take you to the boat with Him
saying, “Child, sit with Me.”

© 2017 by Tom Lemler

Sometimes life feels like a roller coaster with its ups and downs, twists and turns, and being tossed back and forth throughout the ride.  I don’t think I’m alone when it comes to experiencing times of discouragement — even to the point of feeling like I’m going to drown in the waves of life.  I was at an event last night and was asked if I had quit writing poems.  I think my first thought was that I had never started writing poems, I just typed out rhyming lines that would fill my mind.  While those rhyming lines have not gathered in my mind lately in a way that consisted of anything I felt needed shared, this morning this poem showed up so I share it to be used by God to accomplish His purposes.

In prayer,
Tom

2017: Page 167

Page 167 began with a glimmer of sun peeking through the rain-filled clouds so I had hope that I would get the mowing done today.  I stopped on the way to work to pick up fuel for the mower and then took care of some inside projects as I waited for the grass to dry.  With a gentle breeze blowing today, I was able to start the mowing before too much of the morning had gotten away from me.  The clouds would come and go throughout the day and I did end up getting sprinkled on a couple of times, but by late afternoon I had all the lawn on the church property mowed and looking nice for Sunday.

After mowing all day, and with the help of the short periods of rain to make it stick, I was well covered with dust, grass clippings, and dandelion fluff.  As I left work, I had just enough time for a quick bath to clean up a bit before heading to an evening open house for a niece who had graduated from high school.  It was a nice event with many people stopping by to congratulate her and enjoy a time of good food and conversation.  

When we made it home, I grabbed a camera and sat on the porch for a while as I rested and listened to the joyful sounds of birds in the nearby trees.  Eventually one of the hummingbirds stopped by and I was able to get some photos and video of it as it spent some time at the feeder.  As I sat on the swing, I also shot some photos of the flowers that were visible from the porch.  Today’s photo is one that when I first saw it through my viewfinder, I immediately thought of the phrase, “What was, what is, and what is to come.”  It is the phrase used in the book of Revelation to describe Jesus as being eternal from before time to after time.  Jesus describes Himself in this way as the book of Revelation opens and John finds himself with a view into heaven itself.  The messenger delivering the letters for John to write down and convey to the seven churches of Asia also refers to Jesus as the one who is, who was, and who is to come.  It is always fascinating to me when God uses what would appear to be an ordinary scene to remind me of His Word and of the extraordinary nature of Jesus.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • Sometimes a glimmer of hope is all that is needed to move forward in your day.
  • Sometimes the most difficult thing for me to do is to decide not to let the poor decisions of others ruin my day.
  • Other times the most difficult thing is to not let my own poor decisions ruin my day.
  • Sometimes a long day on the seat of a mower is just the thing I need to drown out distractions and listen more intently to God.
  • Accomplishments ought to be celebrated in such a way that God is honored for what He has done.
  • Too many things plant seeds of discouragement in my mind.  I must be deliberate about setting my mind on things above.
  • Jesus always was, always is, and always will be.
  • I will quickly lose balance in life if I focus too much on what was, too much on what is, or to much on what will be.  Each has a purpose in helping me grow.

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2017: Page 166

2017: Page 166

Today began with a variety of options in the schedule depending on what the weather ended up doing.  A light rain was falling as I went to work this morning and began my early morning walk-through with an eye on prep for the weekend.  After taking care of a few tasks around the building, I noticed the rain had come to an end.  Mowing was one of the options for the day but not until the rain stopped long enough for the grass to dry.  With the lawn still wet, I turned my attention to working on some more of the writing for my current devotional book project.  

It was over a year ago that I first began laying out the outline for this writing project and after coming up with the devotional topics for each of the 31 days, the project seemed to stall out for some reason.  I looked at it again late last year as the title and topic seemed to fit with the theme for this year’s National Student Conference, but after reworking the introduction and cover, it quickly stalled out again.  Early this month I was drawn back to this outline and soon found the devotional writing flowing smoothly again as I would spend time with God looking for direction.  As I prayed through my work today, the writing kept flowing and when I finally came up for air, the workday had disappeared but all of the daily devotions for the book were written!  After printing off a copy so I can start on the proofreading and editing, I headed out for a late lunch and decided the lawn mowing would have to wait until tomorrow.  As it looks like I will have this book finished and published in time for the conference, it will be interesting to see what part of its purpose, if any, God chooses to reveal.

After lunch I rested a while and unwound with some Wii Fitness play before going out to sit on the porch and watch for hummingbirds before dinner time.  I was still out watching when dinner was ready, so I filled my plate and had dinner on the porch.  As I was eating, the tiny ruby-throated hummingbird made a quick stop but I couldn’t get my camera to focus quickly enough to photograph it.  Eventually one of the larger hummingbirds came by and I managed a few photos and a short video clip of it.  As I waited for the hummingbirds, Susan joined me on the porch and I took a few photos of her and a few of the flowers blooming in the flower beds.  Today’s photo is of one of the early daylily blossoms.  These beautiful blossoms share their beauty for the day and are soon replaced by equally beautiful blossoms from the buds beside them.  It made me think that each of us have been created by God with a time to blossom and share His beauty.  Unfortunately, sometimes we worry far too much about those who blossom before us or those who are beginning to bud and will blossom after us, that we miss the joy of being who we were created to be.  Most days I need to be reminded by God that I live to serve His purposes, not my own nor those of others.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • There are too many unknowns in life to make very many plans absolute.
  • Doing what you can while you wait to do what you plan can lead to unexpected accomplishment.
  • Delays are often just pauses in progress to allow us to return to God’s schedule.
  • Giving up completely when God is only saying wait, causes many good tasks to go unfinished.
  • God doesn’t measure our success by speed, pace, or quantity; He measures it by faithfulness and completion.
  • Trusting God to accomplish His purpose according to His timing should lead us to watch for how He is working through us.
  • Sometimes it takes patience in order to see the beauty God wishes to reveal to us.
  • It is impossible for us to shine as we should when we are overly worried about how those before us and after us shine.
  • If I live to please myself or others, I will likely not please God as I ought.

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2017: Page 165

Well, I had page 165 all written out and decided I didn’t like the tone of it for a public post so I deleted it and will try to write a condensed version.  It took some time, but the morning helped me gain a peace about where God has me and the things He has me doing.  One of the first tasks I did this morning at work was to unload the maintenance supplies from my truck.  As I unloaded my truck, I noticed there was something on the old soccer goal frame at the end of the back field.  After taking the supplies into the building, I grabbed my high-zoom camera and was able to capture a few photos of a hawk perched on the goal frame with an intense gaze on the lawn below it.  He didn’t stay long, so I soon went back in and finished putting away the supplies where they belonged.  

After taking care of a few maintenance issues, I spent much of my workday doing some more writing in the next devotional journal I am working on.  The topic is on living free, and one of the devotions I wrote today was about living free to praise God.  There are many things that the enemy will attempt to use in his efforts to distract us from a life spent in praise and worship of God.  When we are in Christ, God frees us from the bondage that makes us feel unable or unworthy to live a life of praise.  Gazing intently into God’s perfect law ought to remind us of how much we ought to praise God and how much we have to praise Him for.  Even in the midst of trouble and turmoil, God promises to never leave us nor forsake us — if that isn’t reason enough to praise God regardless of the circumstances of life, I don’t know what is.  God used my writing today to remind me that while I am free to praise Him, doing do has to be my choice.

As the workday came to a close, I went out and got some lunch before heading home.  After resting a bit, I went outside to clean up the front yard from a small tree that blew down yesterday.  The heat and humidity were both high enough that I didn’t stay out long before heading back inside to the comfort of air conditioning.  After dinner, some storms started moving through the area which brought a slight relief to the high temperatures.  Today’s photo was taken from my porch as a light rain fell on the roses.  As I was photographing the “raindrops on roses”, a hummingbird stopped by for a quick visit and I was able to capture a couple photos of it also.  Just as God sends forth the refreshing rains which bring coolness and life to the plants, He brings forth refreshment through His Spirit which brings coolness and life to my soul.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • Much of the time God teaches me lessons that He wants me to share not just the application, but the lesson plan too, so others can learn from the details as well.
  • Other times, it seems like His lessons are more personal and I need to be careful to find ways to share the application without sharing the details.
  • Wisdom is seeking God completely to know how to handle each lesson.
  • We all need reminders at times that either brings us back to the path that God wants us on, or confirms we are still on that path.
  • A proper understanding and application of God’s perfect law ought to free us to live a life of praise.
  • If praise seems difficult, we need to spend more time sitting in the presence of God in prayer and His Word.
  • God’s Word and His presence ought to be a refreshing rain in our life.
  • Even if all else fails, God never will.

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2017: Page 164

Page 164 lived up to its advertised billing as another hot and humid day.  I still find myself awake early most days, so I figure if I’m up I may as well get started on my workday.  My morning walk-through at work included a few small maintenance tasks before turning my attention to finishing up a supply order I began yesterday.  There were still complications with the ordering process but after a lengthy phone call with customer service, I was finally able to confirm the order at a thirty-three percent savings compared to what it would have cost without going through their “pro customer” registration process.

As I finished up that task, the remainder of my book order for the North American Christian Convention arrived.  The UPS guy said that today’s shipment was a little over 300 pounds — that’s a lot of books!  In preparation for the convention, I had ordered an average of 100 copies of each of the eight books I have written and published.  Usually I had ordered copies of one title at a time which made it nice as the entire box was all the same.  By placing an order that contained all eight titles, the shipping department decided to be as efficient as possible — at least for them — and pack as many books as they could in a box, regardless of how many titles that made the box contain.  So, the next part of my morning was spent checking the boxes and confirming I had what I ordered.  

By late morning, the books were all inventoried and accounted for so it was time to go pick up some of the maintenance and janitorial supplies that I get locally.  Susan decided she wanted to go with me, so we made it a Daddy/Daughter trip to pick up trash bags and some cleaning supplies with a lunch break thrown in between stops.  Lunch was hot dogs at Sam’s Club, which was Susan’s choice.  As we went in, there was the sound of thunder off in the distance.  After we had eaten and picked up the few things we needed there, the sound of a very close and very loud peal of thunder.  As the sound echoed through the building, the lights all went out and the sound of the thunder was soon replaced by the sound of multiple security alarms on items throughout the building.  We managed to check out with our items due to back up power supplies on the registers and headed outside into the rain.  

After a couple more stops, we made it home and I started going through the photos from the final day of our recent vacation.  As I worked on the photos, I also fired up the pellet grill to get dinner started.  Today’s photo is one from the last full day of our recent vacation.  I found it interesting as three different types of birds were perched upon various parts of the same light pole.  It made me think of John’s view of the throne of God as He wrote in Revelation about seeing an uncountable multitude that came from every tribe, nation, people, and language.  If every time we gather to worship with others and everyone around us looks just like us, it becomes far too easy to start thinking that is what heaven will look like.  When you consider the amount of conflict over worship styles that arises within church congregations filled with people who are very similar to each other, you may begin to wonder how such a vastly diverse group of people could ever worship together.  I think it’s really rather simple — when our worship focuses entirely on the one we worship and what He wants rather than on how we want to worship, there quickly becomes no room for conflict.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • It is pretty difficult to finish what you never begin, so if you want to finish early it is best to start early.
  • Sometimes it is tempting to give up when things become difficult.  Instead of giving up, it is better to find the right help so that you can reap the rewards of completion.
  • Efficiency on the part of someone else at their job may not lead to efficiency for you at yours.
  • It is always good to consider how your actions will affect those who have to deal with your results.
  • Sometimes putting more work into something at the beginning will result in greater efficiency later.
  • I am very thankful to be involved in a work/ministry where I can take my daughter with me as I accomplish part of my job.
  • When we rely on our own power, it is always good to have a back-up plan.
  • When worship is focused on God and what He wants (our entire heart, mind, soul, and strength), great diversity will worship in harmony.
  • When worship becomes about us and what we like, we ought to expect conflict.
  • With John’s glimpse into the throne room of heaven describing a very diverse crowd, we would do well to practice worshiping God with people who don’t look and speak exactly like we do.

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2017: Page 163

There is often a running joke about fishermen telling the story of “the one that got away”.  In some ways, page 163 feels like the day that got away.  As I look back, it was a rather productive day even though it felt like it was melting away as it took place.  I began the workday going through the building before settling into my office to spend time with God putting together the prayer guide for next week.  As I spent time in the Word, my mind seemed to settle on the work of God’s Spirit.  That led to a morning study of a few of the things the Bible says about the work of God’s Spirit in our lives and in the world.  This gift that God has given us is an incredible thing.  To think that God humbled Himself and came to the earth as a baby in the person of Jesus is an amazing thought.  To know that He chose to dwell among us in order to do for us what we could never do for ourselves, ought to just overwhelm our mind.  But to realize He went a step further and didn’t just dwell among us as Jesus walked the earth, He now dwells within us by the presence of His Spirit!  Amazing and incredible barely begin to describe such a gift.

As I worked on the prayer guide I had several interruptions that were all pleasant — the arrival of the first box of books I expect this week for the NACC, ministry conversations, a visit from good friends, and some encouraging messages.  I suppose that is why it felt like the day got away from me — God’s plans were being accomplished, but my plan was taking a back seat.  But the prayer guide was finished by the end of the morning, God had blessed me in the process, and I was able to turn my attention to some maintenance details throughout the afternoon.  But even in that, what I thought should be simple and not take much time, turned into a process that I hadn’t anticipated but should make the ordering of some of the supplies I use much easier in the future.  When that project was finished — at least the part that I could do today — I looked at the clock and realized the day had indeed slipped away and I was already a couple hours beyond what would normally be considered a full workday.  But that’s okay, because a lot was accomplished both today and in preparation for future days.  

With the workday finished, it was way too late to get lunch so I made my way home and started through another day’s worth of vacation photos as I fired up the pellet grill to get dinner started while I worked on the pictures.  Today’s photo is one of those in the batch I worked on and is from an early morning walk along the beach.  The tide was out and the gulls were standing in the shallow pools of water left behind by the receding tide.  It made me think of the words in James about gazing intently into the perfect law of God’s Word and then doing what it says.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • Sometimes “the one that got away” didn’t really get away, it just didn’t look like what you expected it to.
  • When I am open to what God wants me to learn, I always come away with something beneficial to me when I spent time with God in prayer and His Word.
  • If I study God’s Word looking to justify my own thoughts and ideas, I either come up empty or find myself twisting scripture to make it say what I want.
  • God’s Spirit is the real presence of God dwelling within those who have united themselves with Christ.
  • God’s Spirit is at work in the life of every believer but we are warned not to “quench the Spirit” which, to me, means it is possible to keep His work from being evident in our life.
  • Many times interruptions are only interruptions because we let them be.  Often God wants to use what we call interruptions to teach and encourage us.
  • While today’s work may be more complicated than planned, it is worth it when it makes future tasks take less time.
  • We would do well to take every opportunity possible to gaze intently into God’s perfect law, doing what we see so that Christ is reflected in us.

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2017: Page 162

Page 162 was a Sunday and I began my worship early as I headed to the church building to clean bathrooms, floors, and glass doors before the start of the morning worship gatherings.  I suppose to some that first sentence sounds odd, but what we do ought to be a part of our worship just as much as gathering to sing, hear a sermon, or meet around the  Lord’s Table.  But I not only worship through my work, I also worship through prayer and song as I clean.  The offering that God wants most from each of us, is us — our whole self with nothing held back.  

After cleaning in the building and prepping it for the morning, I went home to clean myself and make sure I was ready for the morning.  In our morning worship gathering, David brought a message from a series he is preaching from the first half of the book of Acts.  Today’s sermon about the name of Jesus was based around Acts 3 and 4.  Names have meaning, and based on a variety of factors each of us have a name that carries a certain amount of power and authority with it.  But any power and authority that we may have, or any person that we know may have, it all pales in comparison to the complete power and authority that resides in the name of Jesus.  Acts 3 & 4 contain the account of the healing of a lame man and the subsequent explanation and defense that Peter and John give the authorities that this act was done through the name of Jesus.  The following are the three things we considered this morning about the name of Jesus.

  • The name of Jesus carries authority.  While my name carries limited authority in limited situation, the name of Jesus carries absolute authority in all situations.  We’re not talking about a magic charm or secret password, but the authority that comes with doing what the Name wants.  In the text we looked at this morning, the authority was over the physical body of a lame man.  Whatever had caused the man to be lame for his entire life, was no match to holding that man captive when the will of Jesus was to set Him free.  The Bible says that at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow and every tongue confess — that’s complete authority.
  • The name of Jesus brings us into association with Him.  There is something significant about carrying a family name.  My having the name Lemler brings me into association with others who carry the same name — whether I want that association or not.  I understand that for many children who are adopted after years of not knowing where they belong, having the name of their adoptive family given to them can bring about a great sense of belonging.  The Bible teaches that salvation is found in no other name but the name of Jesus.  Carrying the name of Jesus is more than just agreeing to be a Christian, it is about coming into association with Him and being identified as one of His because of the name we now claim.
  • The name of Jesus gives us an assurance that nothing else can.  Most of us know people who seem to live and act like they are above the law.  People who are in the right family and presume an assurance that nothing bad can happen to them because of the name they carry.  We’ve also seen “big names” discover than any assurance that counts on their name isn’t always a guarantee as they are found guilty of wrongdoing and go to prison.  When we put our hope and trust in the name of Jesus, we need not worry about a misplaced assurance.  The Bible teaches that nothing can separate us from the love of God that is given to us through Christ Jesus.  When God says that neither life nor death, or anything else, can separate us from His love, there is no greater assurance that we could want or have. 

After the worship gathering we went to lunch and then the afternoon was spent relaxing and going through another day’s photos from our recent family vacation.  The problem with taking so many photos is that it takes a long time to go through them, but I’m nearing the end of them.  As early evening arrived, we headed to the river to enjoy a nice family walk and take a few photos.  Today’s photo is of a duck as he makes his way up the small falls on the river raceway.  As I watched him swim toward that, I anticipated that his plan was to overcome the obstacle before him and reach the next level of water.  It wasn’t without effort, but his desire was rewarded through his effort.  Sometimes we can see where we want to be but as we look, the obstacle is just as visible as the destination.  The question that often determines the result, is which of the two do we keep our eye on — the obstacle or the destination.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • Worship is not limited to specific times, places, and activities.
  • Jesus said that true worship is done in spirit and in truth.  Those things ought to identify who we are at all times.
  • Worship gatherings, church services, the fellowship of the saints, or whatever else you want to call a regular gathering of a group of Christians, are just as valuable as worshiping God in the midst of your every day life — this isn’t an either/or issue.
  • All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to Jesus.  
  • The name of Jesus carries that authority over all creation.
  • Praying in the name of Jesus isn’t a secret password, but rather it contains authority when our prayers are aligned with the character and purpose of the name of Jesus.
  • Jesus was very clear that no one comes to the Father except through Him.  That means that it is the name of Jesus that brings us into a right relationship with God.
  • I have the assurance of a most powerful name behind me when Satan tries to accuse me before the Father.  
  • What we fix our eyes upon is probably what we will attain to.

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2017: Page 161

Page 161 finished out the week with a day of rest — or at least a day that included less work than an average weekday does.  I woke up at my usual early morning hour and thought about doing some writing, but I decided the day’s theme was rest so I went back to sleep.  When I did finally get up, I headed downstairs to check messages and see what news my social media accounts would bring my way.  

Susan was still sleeping with no interest of waking up, so I went through another day’s photos from our recent vacation.  I don’t know if I stand crooked, hold my head at an angle, or just hold the camera in some position other then level, but I find that most of my photos need straightened just a little bit to make them look more like they should.  I checked on Susan throughout the morning, thinking that perhaps we would resume our summer Saturday morning zoo trips, but she needed the rest even more than I did and had no interest in waking up.  So, I did a little prep for my niece’s wedding that I’ll officiate in a few weeks and sent some suggested assignments to her. 🙂

By the time morning was nearly gone, Susan decided to get up so I helped her get her breakfast around and then I fired up the pellet grill to make lunch.  Most of us had ribeye steak, but MJ wanted a hamburger so I put one of those on the grill as well.  After lunch I sat on the front porch for a while trying to photograph some hummingbirds.  I eventually caught one at the feeder and then found one that was more interested in what it could get from the pine tree.  By late afternoon, we decided a family outing was in order so we headed to Bonneyville Mill Park to shoot some photos.  Today’s photo is from the park with a view of one of the barns and the windmill.  While windmills are making a comeback in some areas to generate electricity, it wasn’t all that long ago that nearly every farm had one in order to harness the power of the wind to pump water from the well under its base.  

After our visit to the park, we stopped at The Chief in Goshen for some wonderful ice cream and then picked up a few items from Sam’s Club on our way home.  All in all, while I did get a few tasks done that may be considered work, it was a rather restful day.

As I reflect on the day, here are some thoughts/lessons that stand out to me:

  • Planning a day of rest is different than actually having one, but it is not likely you will have one unless you plan for it.
  • Rest will usually require that you say no to some good things.
  • Knowing that you need to make small corrections is a good thing.  Knowing what to do so those corrections are not necessary is even better.
  • For me, rest doesn’t always mean that I don’t do anything; but it does mean that I guard myself from becoming too involved in tasks larger than anticipated.
  • Sometimes what you are looking for isn’t where you are looking.  Being aware of your surroundings help you to see things that “tunnel vision” keeps you from noticing.
  • Not all ideas are bad just because they are old.  Sometimes they just need some updating and re-purposing to make the concept useful in today’s culture.
  • A good day of rest doesn’t cure all discouragement, but if the rest is spent with God it goes a long way toward restoring a right spirit.

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